I Hate You With My Love

I saw him looking at me with a very unfriendly. I know ... he looks like it was my fault, but I never regret what I've done to him first, when in fact I do not want to do that to her. I can not see her cry because of me, but I also can not see his future ruined if she stays with me, that's why I prefer to make it cry and hate me, it was better than he loves me and stay with me. Honestly, I love her, very, very loved him even though now she hates me.
-Jonathan Antonio Bandreza-